i fragile…～～

i need a sustain about for something…but they never give me…they will be cut down my mind，when i need this… i was not confidence already…i so fear…because i not courage to talk this… 
i know they will be give me for i want，when i give up for my mind…can dont be like tat？i like as angle just can looking at the sky，didnt flying…how i can do now？i fragile…